Sabotage

I'm feel like I'm sabotaging all the good I have done. I didn't work out once this past week and I didn't count points. TOM was part of the reason for not working out. I felt especially bad this month with cramps and headaches. But that was only for 2 days and not the entire week. Really I'm just making excuses when there are none. Today I have been suffering from a tummy ache and I'm sure it's partly my body's way of protesting because I'm not exercising. I know I need to do better, I say it every time I blog, but I can't seem to find "it" in me lately.
I read a play that was recommended on pasta queen's blog. It's called Fat Pig by Neil LaBute. It was interesting to read. It was about fat prejudice and had some very thought provoking scenes. At least I thought so.
We chose our paint color. It's called ruskin room green. I was very nervous about picking a color, but once I called the painter with the color I felt a huge relief. Here are before pictures.